APPOINTMENT?! WHO CARES! WHATEVER'S MORE CONVENIENT FOR *US*!

man.. can't ANYONE keep the appointments they schedule? so far it's been amy and now it's my psychologist (she texted me last night saying we have an appointment friday at 2..). i've tried to call her 2 or 3 times and just got her voicemail. i am thinking about ways to end this shit FOR SURE (so i don't get stuck having to go through rehab and shit because i didn't get things done). i'm not certain.. i want it to be as painless as possible. seeing as people who supposedly "care" about me are just concerned about the way it makes themselves look to other people when dealing with me- meaning they don't ACTUALLY care about ME- just looking like they LOOK like they care so it can make them look like a caring, supportive person. i gotta remember to leave for spanish in like 15 minutes. another hotel is interested in scheduling an interview with me and i told them the available days. certain people better get back to me soon about my future because if they don't- i'm strongly considering filing a complaint about them.. no.. i AM going to file a complaint. since i have people claiming i'm "all talk".. we'll see. it's like my "care" team doesn't CARE about ME enough to actually keep their damn appointments and do work for me. it's pretty fuckin frustrating when people assume you're too STUPID to stick up for yourself, so they work on their own convenience. next time i speak to a supervisor, i'm not gonna forget this shit.